Sky Castle

Gaah I feel so... Dull... I don't know... I have had far to little school lately... And yes you7 hear that right. The last few weeks I think I've had about two days of school each week... At the most. And now I've been off since wendsday, and I've got 3 weeks ahead without school, except for 3 tests for wich I can barely motivate myself to study... I finally really get how people feel when they are unemployed... They want to do something... they crave for something to do... But instead of taking anything at hand, they do nothing, slumb around, are bored out of their minds and do nothing but things that cost no energy... Wich causes them to sleep porely, because they don't do anything all day... Wich makes that they are even more dull in the morning and that the circle is round. It sucks.
It's not that bad with me... But it does feel a hell of a lot like it... I don't do anything all day except for reading stupid fanfictions and trying very hard to ignore my schoolbooks that have to be read while at the same time trying to get me to actually go and read them... I would seriously like to go to school 5 days a week, just go to school, follow a desent amout of classes (not just one hour aday, but not being at school for over 7 hours either... And just have some sort of ritme, not to say the motovation to get myself together and start doing something with my life. I have to say the fackt that the educvation bores the hell out of me and is far to easy doesn't help either. *sigh*
Well I'll stop my bitching (and cursing :S ) and go back to reading my fanfiction now... -_-;

By the way, does anyone actually read this? Because lately I don't seem to get any reactions... Well apart from Sarah ofourse... *huggles* So does anyone else read or could I just as well send Sarah an email and be done with it?