50 Ghost

[ginnyvos]

Random Note: An imagination is like a pair of wings;  It can get you anywhere but if it breaks you crash down, yet reality can be a whole lot harder than the ground.

Hmmm I guess 50 is as good a number to start with as any don't you think? I'm not going to keep to the order of the list anyway.
So, a poem, to start with. Inspired by Petra Berger music. She is amazing, I swear, though her music can have a very depressive effect if listened to non-stop. Am having a headache and am tired due to lack of sleep and exame-stress, thus the kinda depressed poem.

50 ghost,  Word by Marianne (ulvarmarson,  Ulvar)

~*~

Lies

Shadow touches, shadow whispers,

Too light to be real,

Shadow lips and shadow fingers,

Can not trust the things I feel.

 

Can not believe the things I’m hearing,

Whispered in a familiar voice,

Can not trust the things I’m thinking,

Though there never really was a choice.

 

Shadow lips are pressed on mine,

All I do is close my eyes,

Because when I feel those shadow lips,

I can almost believe my lies.

 

Shadow touches, shadow whispers,

Too light to be real,

Shadow lips and shadow fingers,

Can not trust the things I feel.

 

I can almost believe you never left me,

Can almost believe you are still here,

Can almost see you with closed eyes,

You, ghost of the one I held so dear.

 

And I wish I was better at telling lies.

~*~

Let me know what you think of it?

Comments

[ginnyvos.livejournal.com]

Oh right... Kinda forgot that I guess... I never reread it... One time of going halfway into a depression was anough really... (Seriously, I cried my eyes out on that one and was still halfway depressed several days later :S)

[befanini.livejournal.com]

...You're not the only who feels that way... ^.^' Although most people love the story, they can only read it once, and never again - they say it's too close to reality and that's what makes it so painful.

But it's a happy ending! Well, sort of... <.<;

[ginnyvos.livejournal.com]

Yes I know... And that really did help, but still... It's such a haunted story and I get way too involved with the characters... While I barely ever cry irl, stories can do that, really... *shrugs*