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Crushed wings
So in the end it really was
Nothing but dreams,
Dreams to be crushed
Dreams to be tossed away,
Like the wings of a butterfly,
Taken away.
I try not to fall,
Really I do,
Try to keep strong,
But when you take my wings,
my colors, my dreams,
Than how can I fly,
How can I see that trough?
Well that basically describes how I feel right now... With some additions.
I failed my geography. Again. And I thought I'd passed. Again. And now there's a huge chance I can't attend to universety. Wich means I can't do psychology. Or atleast nog for the year to come.
I have an appointment with my geography teacher. Gods I hope there's some way for me to pass the exame anyway, or get a few more points so I do pass. Gods I hope so... Please PLEASE let there me some way to pass it anyway. At this point I'd give about anything for that.
I feel so empty right now. And tired. VERY tired. But I don't want to go to sleep. Basically I'm just hoping someone who I can talk to comes online... Marianne or Rian or Ilona or someone like that. Wich they are not doing.
I need to go and study for my tests tomorrow. But I just feel so fucked up... I really really thought I'd passed it! Ok and now I'm about to cry. Again. This is so majorly fucked up.
I have absolutely no idea what I've got no idea what I'm going to do if I don't pass that test and hence don't get to do psychology. I really don't.
Nothing but dreams,
Dreams to be crushed
Dreams to be tossed away,
Like the wings of a butterfly,
Taken away.
I try not to fall,
Really I do,
Try to keep strong,
But when you take my wings,
my colors, my dreams,
Than how can I fly,
How can I see that trough?
Well that basically describes how I feel right now... With some additions.
I failed my geography. Again. And I thought I'd passed. Again. And now there's a huge chance I can't attend to universety. Wich means I can't do psychology. Or atleast nog for the year to come.
I have an appointment with my geography teacher. Gods I hope there's some way for me to pass the exame anyway, or get a few more points so I do pass. Gods I hope so... Please PLEASE let there me some way to pass it anyway. At this point I'd give about anything for that.
I feel so empty right now. And tired. VERY tired. But I don't want to go to sleep. Basically I'm just hoping someone who I can talk to comes online... Marianne or Rian or Ilona or someone like that. Wich they are not doing.
I need to go and study for my tests tomorrow. But I just feel so fucked up... I really really thought I'd passed it! Ok and now I'm about to cry. Again. This is so majorly fucked up.
I have absolutely no idea what I've got no idea what I'm going to do if I don't pass that test and hence don't get to do psychology. I really don't.
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But you couldn't possibly have done more than you did, and don't lose hope yet. Maybe you can find an arrangement? It's not like geography is at all relevant in psych. If the worst case scenario is waiting another year, it's not the end of the world. Either way, don't beat yourself up. These things happen, honey. It'll be okay! ♥